~Glad to be me~

I sure as hell wouldn't want to be anyone else but...
I am not, when all is said and done; a diva.
Well maybe I am- but without the attitude! I can't stand bitches! I seldom feel any connection with women and have found many of them to be competitive, snarky, and two faced. Or maybe I'm just a snob, or unfriendly...But I don't think so;) I've got some cool girlfriends who understand why I don't call...They know that I love them but I'm busy with kids, work, house, family. They understand the difference between an anti-social snob and a tired mother. So I don't need to explain myself to them. I make the time when I have it. And I call when I know I won't be interrupted.

I don't know why I brought this up. Maybe it's me just feeling guilty that I haven't had a girls night out in forever...Kinda hard when the man's workin' 3rd shift and I'm collecting unemployment...It sucks, but there it is... I'm so bored!! I want to go dancing, smoke a joint, dye my hair a funky color, have a sweaty sex marathon, listen to my music instead of the repetitive "There's a Party in My Tummy" song on Yo Gabba Gabba! I want to wear the sexy summer clothes that are hanging in my closet! I'm restless and my mind is in overdrive, the clock is ticking and I'm just spinning my wheels...This too shall pass I'm sure.
I am criticized by certain people for being anti- social but I want to make it clear that I'm just not interested in your mundane, booze fueled, redneck inner circle. So take your Budweiser, shiny nail polish, crappy music and bare feet and just fuck off. Lol...damn.

Truth is, I love my own company...After the kids are in bed, I can write, play with my Tarot cards, light my incense and candles, drink a beer or two and chill. I don't know a single soul who does that. And that's fine...Really!